nothing feels right when im not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool,
trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
♥

limped my way to the clinic ytd, so painful lah.
i think i walk slower than my granny. -.-
so it's muscle inflammation again, got the same old medicine like last time.
wan go running also cannot, swimming also cannot.
what is this.
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hence i decided to make use of the day to study since i didnt go school.
but not very successful i think. cnt focus cus my leg hurts everytime i move. ughs!
furthermore, the weather is so hot and switching on the aircon makes me sleepy.

anyway, i have got a loooooong weekend. 4 days yo! ;D
but i have tonnes to do, so it kinda even out. lol.
there's chem SPA on monday, which means loads to rmb.
& maths test on tuesday. although maths is my fav sub,
but vectors, probability, binomial & poisson dist all together at a go?! gosh.

im hungry.
& i feel like eating sakae. hehehe (;

movie date :3

gosh, i think im a total coward. D;
luckily B was there, grabbed him like some soft toy. hehes.
& my left arm was aching after the movie loh,
cos i was busying covering my eyes for more than 1 hour. -.-
watched knowing ytd night then cnt get to sleep til today 5am.
then i woke up at 630 to go school. great. -.-
still went for pe and i tahaned til last lesson that ends at 715pm.
the movie review cheat my feelings, i think should put horror instead of PG.
the plot is not bad lah, just that it's too scary for me. T.T
but overall we still had fun ;D

icecream (:



HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to minghui & chel,
the earth boys cos today is earth day. LOL. ;D

things i need to do:
1. catch up, catch up & catch up
(idk why the lectures are SO much faster than tutorials. it's not even beneficial loh.)
2. go on diet pls.
3. meet up with my girls (;
4. pack my room & organise my lecture notes
5. sleep before 12 everyday
6. be more efficient!
7. read my ST and TIMES cos they're piling up like bukit timah hill

{17th April}

went far east after school.
the pigs were waiting for 3pm to strike so that they can chiong to sakae
& help them clear their sushi. HAHA.
bought a hairband and i love it (;
makes my hair look neater since someone always complain that i look crazy.
saw this shop at fast east. gosh, i feel like buying the whole shop lah.
why the clothes so nice...
WAIT FOR ME TIL JUNE! LOL.
went off to jin's house while they went to raid sakae, i was damn freaking hungry ok.
tahan-ed the whole day just for dinner.
bathed & changed then he brought me to some where in boonlay to eat.



supposed to be a nice photo til some ass itchyhand go twist,
then make me laugh. so when i laugh, the cam will shake
then the picture will turn out blur! it's called the CHAIN REACTION fyi.

ordered alot of food cos we're so hungry. hahas.
the food there was so yummy, had the best stingray in my life ;D
definitely gonna go back there again.



thanks for making my day. hehes. ♥
reached home at 10 plus & dropped dead on my bed. lol.

{16th April}

had a SURPRISE first thing in the morning. (;
im so nice to pretend not to know anything & act stupid. hahas.

went SAFRA for lunch since we had like 3hr plus before physics.
we took so long to walk to SAFRA, but zhihao say he only need 10min everytime.
so we thought he always fly there from yishun. LOL.
but on the way back we realised that can cut through the field. -.-

anyway, had a really great time there. ;D
good food plus company. love the icecream.
& nearly laughed my ass off cos of those jokers. hahas.
OYA, thanks for the treat. hehes.

we're like the unglam people united. LOLOL!







cut my 3rd cake at night. why everybody like to call me lulu? -.-



thanks everybody for the presents. ;DD

(; from ear to ear



totally love this day to the max. woots ;D
thanks everyone who made it lovely.
will update soon.
XOXO

had nice & comfy 2hrs afternoon naps on both ytd & today (;
♥

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okay, pardon me cos im gonna whine again.
just changed my wound dressing and
i nearly swear when i poured antiseptic on the blisters.
especially the one on my right foot,
the flesh is exposed cos the layer of skin dunno go where.

injured myself during 2.4km run again, history is literally repeating itself man.
last year i wore my new nike sports shoes to run 2.4km.
never even wear once before. i rmbed that i pasted plasters before running but
the new shoes was so powerful that the plasters disappeared after the run. -.-
leaving me with bleeding blisters at my heels.
this year, i wore my canvas shoes to run 2.4km.
ended up worse than last year.
the blood stained my socks and inside my shoes lah. damn disgusting.
felt damn painful when i was at my 3rd round but i refuse to stop.
can feel the hard part keep cutting into my skin. ughs.
die also dont want to re-run.
so now i NEED to wear slippers to sch. hahas. ;D



dont say that it's just blisters.
go get yourself something like mine then try telling me that.
idiot.

I WANNA WATCH KNOWING & FAST AND FURIOUS 4. anyone? (;

pre-birthday celebration (;

ytd mum organised a gathering at ecp to celebrate my birthday in advance,
since everybody is free during weekends.
the weather wasnt so good, the rain come and go away like having some moodswings -.-
but it's not so bad afterall cos of the rainbow it created. ;D





love my new bag. cheap & nice. hehes.
was kinda bored before the others came, can only stare at the sea & play with my cam. LOL.



my first 18 candles (;



this was taken using jess's cam & i totally didnt add any effect on this photo.
the lighting is so cool ;D
like vampires if the eye shadows were darker. EDWARD CULLEN. (;

had dinner at long beach. it was dad's treat since it's for my bd.
he ordered the set meal cos there's 11 people &
the bill added up to freaking $500. gosh. O.O
think the 4 crabs contributed the most.
but the food was great especially the chilli crab & xiao mantou. (;
was damn full after that, today and tmr dont need eat also can. hahas.



gonna be so fat after this week! );

AJ 25th anniversary.
(5th april)

woke up at 1am on sun, slept for only like 1 hr loh.
then daddy sent me to pig's hse to prepare the spaghetti for our stall (;
when i reached,
steph looked like a ghost, bala was curled up under the table. damn funny. hahas.
& of cos the very big and comfy director chair was reserved for me. lol.
so we stayed in the room to talk, gossip & surf facebook.

then steph & me did the poster. PASTAMANIAC ;D
noticed anything wrong with the words?
fyi, i didnt paste T the wrong way, cos i drew it the wrongly in the first place! -.-
i bet i must be sleeping while doing. so dumb.
but its ok, cos they say it looks like abstract art. LOL



the cooking part was so fun but tedious.
we opened 12 tin cans with 1 opener and cut 6 cans of button mushrooms.
somemore there's only 2 knives and 1 mini chopboard. -.-
SY! i should buy some kitchen appliances for you during your birthday. hahaa.
anyway, siying the nooby learnt how to cut mushrooms, like finally.
we will train you to be a HOUSEWIFE ;DD



then siying's dad drove us to school. (;
look at our tired faces



okay, we confirm get A for hygiene. no food poisoning. lol.
we got both alfredo & bolognese, and so many kind of pasta to choose from ;D
was quite shocked that all our pasta was sold out around 12 plus.
COS WE ROCK ;DD
earned about $150 profit?
but i didnt even get to taste my cooking cos i was busy with redcross duties.



then i rmbed that i slept for 14 hrs straight,
after having dinner with hon at botak j. hehes.

good friday.

mummy came into my room at 10 & told me we going marina barrage at 1030.
she damn pro loh. expect me to bathe & prepare in 30mins. -.-
actually wanted to slack at home cos i got stupid muscleaches all over after wed,
thanks to you know who lah.
anyway, think the view at marina barrage is very nice ;D
the seawater is so shiny & still can fly kite at the roof.
a really good place to hang out. (;
didnt really take alot of photos cos the sun was seriously scorching.
its damn hot! i nearly wanted to jumped into the sea. LOL.



had lunch at some baguteh stall at psa.
daddy claimed that it is very famous, but i never hear before.
maybe the pig queen will know. hahas (;
but i saw alot of celebs photos down there, so cnt be wrong uh. lol.
order drinks also must wait damn long. the lime juice is the best.
didnt really eat, just kept on drinking the soup.
the soup is kinda addictive, think they added tonnes of pepper like free lidat.
can feel this burning sensation at your throat. i like ;D

k, feeling so so much better now or maybe just tired.
kinda relieved too.

anyway, we got a B! ;D
muchtar! you can go opera yourself already.
inside joke* hahas.

its 1 plus already, nights people.

finally.



its true,
i dont need to have it together all the time.
so today i let it all out. blasted them like dunno what.
think they somehow understood after many many msges.
i knew this wont be an easy year.
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